urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u i wish y0u wEre miNe </3 i wish y0u wEre miNe </3 2005-05-05T23:22:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:9978 2005-05-05T23:22:46Z 2005-05-05T23:22:46Z im back! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:9682 2005-04-19T14:25:31Z 2005-04-19T14:25:31Z i can't write in my journal again for a while...my sister had a heart attack when she found out i had it...why? i have no idea. maybe because she's just anal like that even though she can have pics in her profile and i can't even have my livejournal..oh well hope i talk to everyone soon. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:9256 2005-04-18T02:58:41Z 2005-04-18T02:58:41Z IM AT THE TWINS HOUSE AND WE ARE BEING ATTACKED BY MONKEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! POOP WAS JUST FLUNG AT CINDY AND LINDSEY IS HANGING FROM THE ROOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!GOD JUST SPOKE TO ME AND HE TOLD ME THAT CINDY FARTS REALLY REALLY LOUDLY!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR MY SURVIVAL!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:9215 2005-04-16T22:42:58Z 2005-04-16T22:43:23Z well just came home from an extremely loooooooong day. it started very early in the morning with dreamcoats and we didnt even do anything till natalie the dance teacher came...i am sooo pissed about that dont even get me started. me and kristen just hung around till then...hehe i heart her! yeah anyways soo after dreamcoats i had to go all the way to iona to drop off some stuff to mikey and then we went to cosi's which wasnt that bad because i looooove cosi's bread with a passion!! yeah but after that i got an italian combo!!!!!!!! need i say more?? teehee anyways so then we went to central avenue trying to find some store to buy futons for my brothers and we finally stop in this extremely ghetto place called futon island...its one of those places that you are afraid to step out of the car because you think you are gonna get like attacked or raped or something...then i went to cold stone creamery and tried some weird cookie dough ice cream. it actually had real cookie dough mashed up in it! even though i hate ice cream i just pickeed out all of the cookie dough and now i feel kinda nausceous from it.<br /><br />my nikki and fi are gooone and i miss them ooodles and ooodles already. oh well looks like i am just gonna have to amuse myself for the next week... well im gonna go and update my iPod.<br /><br />leave me lots of loving!!!<br />&lt;3 ya urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:8942 2005-04-15T22:19:24Z 2005-04-15T22:19:41Z I STILL THINK GUYS FUCKING SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />especially one in particular right now that comes to mind. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:8576 2005-04-13T21:27:30Z 2005-04-13T21:27:05Z GUYS SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fiona if you see this CALL ME!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:8400 2005-04-13T20:54:59Z 2005-04-13T20:54:59Z if you see jordan-something corporate ahhh!!! this global project is taking over my enitre life!!!!!!! save me!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:8151 2005-04-12T20:35:42Z 2005-04-12T20:35:42Z low- kelly clarkson I AM IN SOOOO MUCH FRICKIN TROUBLE!!!!!!! I HATE GLOBAL WITH A PASSION. THE STUPID CURRENT EVENTS KEPT ME FROM RAISING MY GRADE AND THEY COMPLETELY SCREWED ME OVER. i know i have noone to blame but myself but i am soo pissed off....someone leave me something to me cheer up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:7745 2005-04-10T17:56:40Z 2005-04-10T18:01:35Z walking in memphis hii! just got back from church and now i have to work on my dumb stinky global poster...ahh!!!! call me if you wanna say hiii!!!! <br /><br />daquaritas!!! hehe heck yes!!<br />&lt;3 you girlies!<br /><br />leave me some lovers!!!<br />xoxo Trishy! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:7640 2005-04-09T03:20:59Z 2005-04-09T03:20:59Z GUYS SUCK! anyone agree with me? <br /><br />im really really sorry for what i have put you through this year. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:7414 2005-04-08T19:46:18Z 2005-04-08T19:46:18Z heart behind these hands-brooklyn i just came back from the dentist! i hate it there with a passion! i had to get my FIRST CAVITY FILLED and it wasnt very funn at all. now my mouth is very very numb and my toungue feels like it weighs 10 gagillion pounds...hehe. well anyways gonna walk my puppy soon with my madre and then i have to clean. but later tonight is movies with nic and fi and dee! and other people i think. i heart everybody! <br /><br />&lt;3 Tricia! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:7006 2005-04-07T23:20:56Z 2005-04-07T23:20:56Z christmas makes me cry-brooklyn my iPod is finally working!!!! i am soo proud of myself i finally got it too work!!! it took me a really long time but i finally got it... if anyone knows how to take songs off of limewire and out them onto your iPod leave something for me then! g2g OC TIME SOON!!!!!! <br /><br />&lt;3 everybody!!!!!<br />Trishy! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:6894 2005-04-06T22:04:01Z 2005-04-06T22:04:01Z ringing in my ears ahh! i hate being sick...it seems like lately i have been getting one illness after another and i hate it. i really really wanted to go to school today too. oh well, i spent the entire morning in the nurse's office until my mom came and brought me home. then i fell asleep for like 3 hours, woke up sat outside and read lord of the flies. then i went on a short walk with my mom and my puppy. its such a nice day today! i hope everyone is outside enjoying the rest of it...i know i am. someone call em and cheer me up. i hope ill see everybody tomorrow.<br /><br />-Trishy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:6554 2005-04-03T20:57:41Z 2005-04-03T20:58:41Z i flipping hate myself right now. guys have totally screwed with my head this year. i can't put myself through this anymore. everyone that i have hurt i am soo sorry. i feel like such an idiot. what kind of person makes people go through this hell for this long. the reason i can't make up my mind is because i am holding on to some stupid fantasy that used to be and if i don't let that go then i never really will be able to be with anyone. <br /><br />i want to go back to seton where everything was soo much easier and nothing was this complicated. my head has been messed with soo much and im gonna snap soon. all i want is to be with one person and i know its never gonna happen. i can't do this anymore. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:6284 2005-04-02T20:40:36Z 2005-04-02T20:40:36Z oh dear! so yesterday was the talent show. it went okay. as well as it could of gone when they played the wrong track and you couldn't hear me but whatever im over it. it turned out to be pretty good anyway and mainly everyone was awesome! anyways, dreamcoats was today and i didn't want to go but when i got there i had sooo much funnn! i had forgotten how much i had missed everybody. and there was the greatest acting coach dude there. it was awesome and im soo sore from dancing. but g2g i have an italian combo waiting for me! heck yes!<br /><br />Love you guys bundles!!!<br />&lt;3 Trishy! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:5920 2005-03-31T22:52:47Z 2005-03-31T22:52:47Z what a day!!! it was sooo great! my laura and berta came to visit!! they came to italian with me and mr. cartularo was sooo mean to me today. i think that he called me a stupid or dumb american kid like 5 times! ahh! anyways, my locker got switched today by fi anf nikki during their free i came back to my locker and there was nothing in it i was a little confused! im not sure if i'll stay there but ill try it out for a while. come visit me in my new spot!!! anyways, i went to the rehearsal for the talent show and it went pretty good! not as bad as i expected! laura"cough cough" you know why it was soo much fun!!! ahh!! no i have to finish my darn global report for tomorrow. call me if you wanna chat!!!!<br />love everybody bundles!! bye!<br /><br />come and see me in the talent show tomorrow!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:5763 2005-03-30T21:10:23Z 2005-03-30T21:12:36Z breakaway-kelly clarkson oh lordy! what a day i had! well i am in a pretty good mood so thats always good. but i have a slight problem... im signed up for the talent show!!! i didnt even wanna do it and now i have to think of a song and get music for it BY TOMORROW! ahh this is craaaazyyyy! i dont even wanna do it but oh well. i guess im stuck doing it im not even going to win so i dont see the point in putting in all of that effort and probably end up making a fool of myself if noone is going to like it. anyways, tomorrow is a spirit day! heck yes! i loooooove spirit days! k kiddies g2g voice lesson! toodlez!<br /><br />&lt;3 ya alls bundles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />Trishy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:5612 2005-03-29T02:09:37Z 2005-03-29T21:02:16Z what a day... i have been doing soo much thinking about my grades and school lately... i cant go through this for much longer. i am completely stressing myself out. i am trying so hard lately to pull my grades up and nothing i do is working. high school is soo much harder then i expected it to be. last year i had high 90's in every single class and now i can barely even stay above an 85. everything just seems so hard. <br /><br />i graduate in the top 10 of my class last year and now i cant even make 1st honors. somone tell me if you dont see a problem there. i try so hard sometimes i really do. i am getting so much pressure from everybody. i am soo busy i dont even have time to think straight. i gonna drop from all of this. i go full tilt all day long and then i come home and do all of my homework and then i sleep and the same thing happens the next day. i cant do this anymore. i feel like such an idiot sometimes. i dont want to feel this way but i do. school has always been such an easy thing for me. everything always came so naturally and now that i have hit high school i can barely even pass all of my classes. i put soo much pressure on myself and i end up failing. i hate not doing well and no matter how hard i try it doesnt get any better. why do i even bother anymore? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:5271 2005-03-27T15:49:20Z 2005-03-27T15:49:20Z HAPPY EASTER!! hope everybodys day is great! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:4960 2005-03-26T14:48:45Z 2005-03-26T14:49:06Z happy birthday its here!!! spending the day in the city!!!!!!!! call me!!!!!!!!!!!<br />happy birhthday to me! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:4862 2005-03-26T00:49:57Z 2005-03-26T00:50:22Z as long as you're mine-wicked I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! they are the bestest! fi and nic "kidnapped me" lol. i was blindfolded and taken to somewhere. the took me to the movies and to lunch!! i had a blast! &lt;3 you guys bundles!! thanks soo much!! lolz, anyways soo after i was at the mall with my madre and she took me shopping to charlotte russe for stuff to wear tomorrow in the city and i got this awesome shirt and the cutest pair of shoes. i am sooooo excited for tomorrow! i can't wait to see brooklyn and danni and kristen are coming with me! ahh we are going shopping and out to dinner! its gonna be sooo much fun! anyways going to eat with my family!!!! love to everybody!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:4534 2005-03-25T15:04:56Z 2005-03-25T15:04:56Z edwin mccain-i'll be i am feeling sooo much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its amazing and tomorrow is my birthday!! and im spending the day in the city to shop and to see a show! im soo excited! thanks to everyone who wished me to get well it worked! i love you guys!! fi if you see this call me about the mall i need something to wear! k well im off to dance now! love to everybody!!<br /><br />&lt;3 Trishy! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:4287 2005-03-23T23:21:08Z 2005-03-23T23:21:08Z im finally feeling better thank god! its kar's bday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAR!! I LOVE YOU! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:4073 2005-03-22T22:11:10Z 2005-03-23T23:14:55Z the ringing in my ears uhhh....i am soo sick. i havent been able to move off the couch for the past three days. man being sick sucks major balls. im gonna be sick for my sisters bday and i really really dont wanna be sick for saturday. honestly who wants to be sick on their birthday? ahh im missing soo much school work im gonan die when i go back to school next tuesday. someone call me and cheer me up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dr34m1ng_0f_y0u:3691 2005-03-19T04:49:21Z 2005-03-19T04:49:21Z Blow Gabriel! just got home from kristen's show!!! she was amazing as usual!!! i want to go to pleasantville....their shows are always sooo awesome! time to sleep!